Shuddho IBN Shamim

Shuddho, Its been a long time since I saw you. You are with your mom in Chittagong. You left me just before EID. I couldn't enjoy the EID without you. Your Mom didn't came with me. Everyday, every moment; I am feeling like a void in nowhere. I can't cry these days. Seems like, I forgot to cry. When I see your photos on my Mac's HDD; i feel down. I am the worst pappa of this world. Sorry baba...you born in the wrong family.

Shudhho,  Baba,  You born in the lap of wrong mother.  You are suffering from serious fever for last couple of days. But your mom is torturing you. She beated you today though you are just 9+ months old. You are being scoled by 'kuttar baccha' 'khankir put' and i am shocked and stuck here.   I feel like kill your mother but you know, the law is stopping me.  I don't know what should i do. When you cry, i cry. Your sad face is bleeding me inside.  May be i am going to take a serious decision soon.  I am not being able to tolarate such circumstances.  Remember, I love you.  You are in monster's hand and I am going to punish the monster soon.  You will miss me, nah!  Please bear it baba.  I will make better places and life for you where no monster will exist.  Your baba,  NUS

Here are some photos of my son...

It is 26th June of 2016, my first child Shuddho IBN Shamim just has born. At that moment, I felt like I was the only one happiest person in the world. My prayer is to grow him like the cutest and lovable kid of this world.